"or die tryin!"

but am i going to stop you....or..uhh..die...uh...tryin.


hey blogspot...i'm back!

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my final thoughts

Oh squiggly line in my eye fluid.
I see you lurking there on the periphery of my vision.
But when I try to look at you, you scurry away.
Are you shy, squiggly line?
Why only when I ignore you, do you return to the center of my eye?
Oh, squiggly line, it's alright, you are forgiven.

it is[!] tricking if you got it

the line for all the broke niggas, clown niggas, and girls wanting to be like niggas back in 2008 was,

"it ain't tricking if you got it"

it's this simple...it is tricking if you got it. cause if you didn't have it...you wouldn't be able to trick. dumb a%$es

oh yea...and if you're spending money on a girl...who's not your girl...just to get some sex...

you have no[!]game.

not to cause trouble with my beautiful, wonderful, loving woman but, I could pull any girl broke or not. really...I could...ask around.

(do you do it anymore?)

like I said...no...I gots a womanswitem! (lol inside joke)

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p.s. I love you booze.

he said what?!?

judge mathis...has to be one of the best judge shows out there. (second to judge judy) but there was one thing on there that really grinded my gears! (lol) there was this nigga...with a bright yellow suit on...and this nigga has 9 kids!! (the woman who was suing him was pregnant at the time so it kinda makes 10). judge mathis says, "do you take care of them?" and this nigga just shrugged his shoulders! disgusting!

don't worry...judge mathis got in him good for all the fathers out there that take care of their childrens (and yes I meant to say childrens).

any way...I was kinda upset with him because he was counter suing the woman for distress and whatever whatever. the woman's friends would jump him whenever he went to the apartment.

(why would he keep going to the apartment then?)

good question!

(did judge mathis ask that question?)

yes!

the nigga in the yellow suit said, and I quote, "she had some good stuff"

what an a$%!!

one, your defense cannot be "she had some good stuff."

two, that's ignorant

three, nobody's stuff is that good

four, where's his gun

five, booooooooooooooo!!!

heck if blaming it on the "stuff" was an acceptable excuse in court...a lot of niggas wouldn't be in so much trouble....

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pearls

i got the idea for this post from the book turned movie, "raisin' under the sun." very good book. i read the book and then i watched the older movie with sidney poitier. recenlty i watched the newer version with diddy and other people. if you haven't read the book nor watched the movie then you need to because i will not explain the movie to you.

pearls....very expensive...but oh so beautiful. in then sense, well my sense it's more important than diamonds. (well..right now lol) when i look at my woman i want to do so much for her...it's like right now i don't want to pay any bills or save any money. i would love to just grab krystal by the wrist and run to the mall grab her anything she wants (plus some shoes for myself). but one thing i would love to be able to do is put some real pearls around krystal's neck.

i think that's every man's goal. maybe not with pearls, diamonds, or even non material things. if we have that special somebody one of our goals is to work hard and be able to get our girl that one thing. that one thing that means so much...maybe not as much as an engagment ring but close.

my pearl necklace would just tell krystal everything without me saying a word. with all my hard work i will be able to get pearls for my woman one day. just stay tuned for that chief.


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rules & regulations (pedestrian x.ing)

okay, moved out to arizona from baltimore...tempe to be exact. now everyone should know that its pretty much asu town (aka white people city). now driving around out here i learned some very important rules to pedestrian crossing that i didnt know before. you see...in baltimore...theres not that many people walking around in the streets...and if they are...its like the car has the right away cause we will hit you in baltimore.

so anyway! here in arizona, when the little "walk guy" is on...everyone takes their time crossing the street! i'm like "cmon! move your a%$!!" yes you have the right away but im trying to get somewhere!

then check this...if the person is walking on the sidewalk...you still have to wait for them, because theyre not going to stop walking...they're just going to keep going...even if they're like 50 away from the street. these white folks wont stop anything...they dont even look!

bicycles...yep...they could be 3 football fields away...they will gun for the crosswalk without a whistle, horn, or anything. i swear to beans i almost hit like 3 bicyclists out here cause they just fly across the crosswalk. crazy!

all this stuff it legal...and i hate that. these pedestrians have the law on their side and they use it....the use it well. but there is one thing....you people on your bicycles...it's illegal to ride youre bike in a crosswalk....you have to hop off and walk your bike across...so maybe i can hit a bicyclist and get away with it.

so to all my east coast city friends...especially the ones in baltimore...if you come out to arizona..make sure to go to the mva, pick up a traffic law book, and watch out for those pedestrians crossing!

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chasing pavement (adele concert)

last night krystal and i attended the adele concert at the marquee theater here in tempe, arizona.

boy was it great! she is really just a great singer. she put on about a 45 minute show where she did a bunch of her songs and some cover songs. adele has to be one of the best vocalists in the game right now. her performance was great last night and what was funny was that she was nervous! adele was very nervous last night. when she first came out last night it was dark and she seemed fine and was singing very well, but as soon as the lights turned on and she saw all the people...she jumped, laughed, put her hands over her mouth, and ran away from the mic. adele was also very funny last night. she talked about her grammy win, irish men, and her experiences here in america. it was a great show last night and i am going to try my best to get tickets for her show in june in hollywood.

make sure you go out and BUY her cd 19.

and you can go download her mixtape with mick boogie (which is awesome!) for free at www.mixtapetorrent.com

a new band, the script opened up for adele. it was a band from ireland and i must say...they were pretty good. the dude on the guitar got down! (lol) and the lead singer had super duper energy. the script put on a show!

i won't tell you to go run out and get their cd but go check out their music on their myspace page.

and check out the pictures on my facebook page!

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random fact #1

i really like the movies legally blonde and legally blonde 2: red, white, and blonde.


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ode to five pack (white v-necks)

to my non-color cotton companion:


it is you who are there for me in my time of need
when it takes me thirty minutes to get dressed, it is you who comes to the rescue with nothing smart to say.


when i look over you for another cotton t-shirt for the day, you never bring it back in my face for not choosing you.


you don't discriminate nor are you prejudice. you get along with every pair of jeans and every pair of shoes i own. you're simple....and that what makes me love you.


you're my best friend white v-neck shirt. thank you for being there for me. and i will continue.......


....to wear you.


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new angel (merceda fondren)

i consider you a close friend ceda. i remember meeting you back in the 7th grade at meade middle. man remember mrs. holt's class?!?! oh man that was so much fun. you, me, jerry, veronica and everybody else who i can't remember at this here moment (lol). those were the days! and what about going trick-or-treating? (yeah i said it!) we were like 13, 14 still going out for candy. then there was the step squad with mrs. reynolds. i miss those days cause we didn't have any cares in the world. oh! what about severn football?!? you and your sister used to cheer for my mom. (lol) she was so crazy. remember the time coach jd let her coach a football game? (lol) that was so funny cause she was all on the sideline yelling stuff and she didn't even know what she was yelling about. and even though in high school we kinda went our separate ways, you were still always there for me just as i was for you. you have always remained the same person. always caring and nice...and just flat out retarded. you used to say the most dumbest, random, disgusting things for no reason. i remember you used to just walk up next to me and just be like "stand here and block me while i pick this booger." or you would fart and then come up and say, "i just pooted."

then after high school came college. we still kept in touch and you were still the same person. that is whats so great about you. ever since the 7th grade, you have been the same person. then what maybe a year and a half ago we became close again. hanging out and talking on the phone almost everyday. then you moved to new mexico and we still kept talking. then i! made the move out to arizona and we were so excited cause now i was only maybe like 4 hours away. we made plans to see each other this summer....

i really wish...i would have come to see you when i first came down to arizona...cause there were weekends where me and krystal weren't doing anything the whole weekend. im sure i could have called you up and just be like, "me and krystal are coming!" but i thought we would have the whole summer to hang out. i wanted to take a picture by an 'albuquerque' sign and then say, "i should have made a left at albuquerque!" i knew that when we got together it would be fun! then i found out you were pregnant! man! im like, "ceda, a mom?" i couldn't believe it.

last sunday i received a message from mrs. reynolds telling me the tragic news. that you were gone. i didn't know what to do, i didn't know what to say. i'm going to miss you ceda...very much. my prayers are with your family.

love you,

antoine

ps: my mom said, even though you will be missed....this is still a good thing, cause now you're next to God...in a better place

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3:55(am)

[event] krystal loves you
[location] everywhere!
[from] 4:00(am)
[to] 5:00(am)
[reminder] remind 5 mintue(s) before
[repetition] repeat: weekdays
[notes] "i will always love you boom."

every night at 3:55(am) while i am at work (i hate that place) that reminder on my phone goes off. and every night at 3:55(am) i have the biggest smile on my face. and that gets me through the rest of my miserable day at work.

i love you booze!

ps: and i really do hate that job! dont worry cause there might be a post about it!

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stop hatin' (divine nine!)

are you a member of one of the fraternities of the nphc? are you tired of other fraternities hatin? why are they hatin? we need to just be together, work together, and help our communites together. i mean not one fraternity is perfect, so before you decide to diss another frat...read this.

alpha phi alpha (1906): claims to be the first black fraternity. quick to scream out "respect your roots!" the alphas are not even the first. there were two black fraternities founded before the alphas. the alphas are also known for making dead people their honorary members. for example...frederick douglass is an honorary member of alpha phi alpha but died before the fraternity was even founded. martin luther king is an honorary member but wasn't until after he died. I'm like shooooot...the iotas will take george washington carver!

kappa alpha psi (1911): known as the pretty boys. hey I'm not putting them down for that...cause i believe i'm pretty too. but when i see kappas strolling and a kappa in the front holding the "aka compact mirror" (not all kappas, but i've seen kappas do it at some schools) i look at them kinda funny. and i have been corrected or should i say "korrected" (ha ha ha). alpha kappa nu. it failed because of lack of members at an all white racist school and lack of funding. (corrections were sent in by percy wells III. just think there's three people with that name. i have a line brother who's a fourth...i'm like cheese n rice!)

omega psi phi (1911): ugh...first...dogs? where the omegas get being nasty dogs from, i don't know. cause i could have sworn that the omegas mascot was an owl. and then that little head in armor on their shield represents "chivalry". how in the world do they practice chivalry when they walk around talking about eating p*ssy and acting like horny dogs? and you guys walk around parties and stuff with you're pubes showing. (problem?) there's other guys at the party. that action causes a "you want to know how I know you're gay?" comment.

phi beta sigma (1914): this is the frat that can't keep iota out of their mouths. they we're called the babies, clown, and copycats for so long that when the iotas came around, the sigmas now had someone to pick on since they were not the babies anymore. again iota is 45 years old...phi beta sigma couldn't even last 45 years. this fraternity went bankrupt and the zetas had to come along and save them from disappearing off the face o the world. ask a sigma why he's constitutionally bounded to a zeta....and he'll probably lie. but the zetas had to save the sigmas from bankruptcy. oh and the sigmas are known as the frat that will take the leftovers.

iota phi theta (1963): ah yes...my fraternity. the baby of the group. known for coming in the game when nothing was going on. but we played an active part in the civil rights movement in the state of maryland. participating in sit-ins and marches. anyway, our founders dropped from a kappa line and one of our founders actually went back and pledged kappa alpha psi after he graduated. and our most popular member is tc carson from in living single (lol). we have a lot more famous and important members but for some reason he seems to be the most famous (lol).

so before you go and hate on a whole fraternity...think about you're fraternity first. kappas and sigmas....you can't talk cause you guys almost didn't make it. omegas???? alphas...you can't recruit dead people...and iotas....we need more famous people!!!! (lol).

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obama is f%&king up???

even though it's not really his fault, obama has been in the midst of these democratic scandals. and these scandals are messing up my main man's image. everybody he choses for his administrative staff hasn't paid their taxes, the governor of his state is illegally selling his seat, and now that black bastard boris is lying and other type stuff. man...why do all these people decide to f%&k up when the first black president is in office? isn't hasn't even been a month yet!

then recently, obama came down to filthy arizona (my new residence), and he talked about opening mad mad jobs....like 70,000 jobs! that's good, but he doesn't have a plan on stopping business from hiring the illegal mexicans down here. (and to all my baltimore friends...there's a lot of mexicans!) so it's like new job openings for illegals. so now those 70,000 jobs have been narrowed to like..hmmm....100 jobs for people like me (exaggeration)!

and just in...obama is placing more troops in afghanistan. why obama, why? right now these lames are about to charge bush with war crimes which sucks cause it's not as fun when bush is out of office. i think i know why obama is placing more troops in afghanistan...he knows where bin laden is at and where all those al-queda dudes are at. (good job obama, good job) but placing troops in afghanistan better turn up some big results cause with obama being the first black president, they're looking for the smallest reason to kick him out. and i know joe biden is his boy but, he cannot be our president...


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love is evol (boozenme)

[love] she's all that i need and could ever ask for in a woman. beautiful, smart, and able to keep me mature and on the ground. they say, behind every strong man...there's a strong woman. well i don't know how strong i am but i must be because i have a woman that's strong. (what separates her from others?) completely corny! she has these jokes that are just "what in the world are you talking about?" and boy, the love-making is amazing! she's caring and you know what...i don't what other good things i can say about her. my booze is everything i could ever ask for.



[evol] nags and fusses. we have arguments but they can never just be over. she continues them and makes herself more upset. contradicts herself all the time, and when told about herself she's immediatel upset. when it comes between me and other obligations, i become second and i take the back seat even if we have plans. her sorors becoome top priority no matter what. we have an hour set aside each day where we turn off the phones and just hang out with each other because of our busy days. (well her busy days) those hours are often put off for her sorority business. phone calls end up being more important than the time she's spending with me. i moved all the way out here from baltimore for her and all i ask for is some time alone. memory is shot! lol!





there's a lot of problems that have occurred in our relationship ever since i moved to phoenix from baltimore. it's like everything was good when we were apart but now that we're together it's like we're banging heads all the time. but even though all the fighting is bad and we don't like it...it's a good thing too. we went from seeing each other to about every two months to being with each other 24 hours a day. i guess we're getting used to each other now. we're going to bang heads until we get used to each other and work out our problems. this june our place will be ready....i can't wait. everything will be cool, calm, and collected. i do [love] my booze and i plan on being with her for a long period of time. lol.

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powerline (my shoes)

ever wonder what a day is like for me? want to know what i go through everyday? i mean...my day is not interesting and i don't do anything amazing. (even though i am a very amazing person) well, listen up! just run outside, grab my chucks off the powerline, and slip them on....


1:25a.m.: alarm
1:53a.m.: time to clock in
6:47a.m.: time to clock out
7:02a.m.: drive-thru @ mcdonalds
7:18a.m.: enter house, kiss the wife goodmorning. sleep
1:23p.m.: wake (phone call) it's the mom
1:28p.m.: nintendo wii (bowling...pro level...shiny ball with stars)
3:57p.m.: turn off wii. it's time for two episodes of judge judy
4:58p.m.: cosby show
5:18p.m.: (phone call) it's the wife
5:26p.m.: hop in the car
5:59p.m.: pick up the wife
6:38p.m.: dinner and t.v. at the house
8:43p.m.: wife leaves. time for the ps3
10:56p.m.: ps3 off. adult swim
11:23p.m.: wife comes back....you're sleep.
1:25a.m.: alarm


...now slip off the chucks, run back outside, and throw them back up on the powerline for someone else to come by and use. make sure you stay tuned cause there will be a weekend version and another weekday version. keep your eyes on those powerlines cause you'll never know who shoes are hanging up there.

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you're [2wo] kind! (introduction)

hello to all those out there in the internet world....i guess. my name is antoine and i am now on blogspot. this is my first ever blog...so i hope you all will continue to come back! this really won't be a daily journal or what not. but a peep into my feelings, thoughts, and life situations. in my blog i will be talking about everything. raw and uncensored. so if you're the subject in one of my posts, and i say something you don't like....don't get mad...just come talk to me. also i would like to say HI to my homie from the westside J Ash. "HEY J ASH!" you should all check out her blogspot at www.modernjunkie.blogspot.com. alright so, catch ya'll on the flipside and stay tuned to...

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