i consider you a close friend ceda. i remember meeting you back in the 7th grade at meade middle. man remember mrs. holt's class?!?! oh man that was so much fun. you, me, jerry, veronica and everybody else who i can't remember at this here moment (lol). those were the days! and what about going trick-or-treating? (yeah i said it!) we were like 13, 14 still going out for candy. then there was the step squad with mrs. reynolds. i miss those days cause we didn't have any cares in the world. oh! what about severn football?!? you and your sister used to cheer for my mom. (lol) she was so crazy. remember the time coach jd let her coach a football game? (lol) that was so funny cause she was all on the sideline yelling stuff and she didn't even know what she was yelling about. and even though in high school we kinda went our separate ways, you were still always there for me just as i was for you. you have always remained the same person. always caring and nice...and just flat out retarded. you used to say the most dumbest, random, disgusting things for no reason. i remember you used to just walk up next to me and just be like "stand here and block me while i pick this booger." or you would fart and then come up and say, "i just pooted."
then after high school came college. we still kept in touch and you were still the same person. that is whats so great about you. ever since the 7th grade, you have been the same person. then what maybe a year and a half ago we became close again. hanging out and talking on the phone almost everyday. then you moved to new mexico and we still kept talking. then i! made the move out to arizona and we were so excited cause now i was only maybe like 4 hours away. we made plans to see each other this summer....
i really wish...i would have come to see you when i first came down to arizona...cause there were weekends where me and krystal weren't doing anything the whole weekend. im sure i could have called you up and just be like, "me and krystal are coming!" but i thought we would have the whole summer to hang out. i wanted to take a picture by an 'albuquerque' sign and then say, "i should have made a left at albuquerque!" i knew that when we got together it would be fun! then i found out you were pregnant! man! im like, "ceda, a mom?" i couldn't believe it.
last sunday i received a message from mrs. reynolds telling me the tragic news. that you were gone. i didn't know what to do, i didn't know what to say. i'm going to miss you ceda...very much. my prayers are with your family.
love you,
antoine
ps: my mom said, even though you will be missed....this is still a good thing, cause now you're next to God...in a better place
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